Somedays I Could Scream
It has been over 11 years since I met the man of my dreams and just over 6 years since my nephew (now son) came into my life. All of this has come with it's ups and downs. But lately I have found myself anxiety ridden as I have had to maintain standards in my home that I had been more lax on for quite awhile. After years of trying to get my autistic son ABA therapy, we have finally got the care he needs. And we are loving it. What I am not loving is the stress I feel if my house isn't up to the standards of the company. I have 5 kids. My life is messy. I am trying though, because I have been waiting for this moment for a long time. Since I have cleaned my house (with the help of my whole family and my sister), I have noticed my kids find more time to do things they love. Modeling is half the battle. I may finally have time to clean my own room tomorrow with my husband while my son's therapist is here. The thought of a clean space to relax and work in is driving my moti...